The Girl ;

# yilih girl
# 7 Sept 1985/ 21
# virgo
# mad cowgirl
# summeryilih@hotmail.com

Indulges In ;

# monopoly
# Sushi; Satay; Seafood
# Purple & Gold
# kissers
# camping and hiking

Detests On ;

# cockroach
# butterfly
# wasabi
# vomits
# stomachache

Wishes On ;

# A puppy
# A guinea pig
# A holiday vacation
# A warehouse of money
# A new house of my own

Her Exits;

Aishah
Gek Chen
Hui Wen
Jie Jie
Jovi
Mad Cowgirl
Voxy
WeepPeePoo

PINK
XiaXue
Rude Singaporeans
Friendster
The Credits ;

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The Memories ;

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

i feel so stressed
this is the first time i'm feeling so confused, so disturbed and so stressed
i don't know why but sometimes i cried at work
just yesterday during briefing, i cried
fuck it, i don't know what's happening to me
is the hormones working or i've gone crazy because i can't and refused the fact
be it work or love, nothing is going smoothly
i feel cheated and betrayed
i still don't know what's the best solution for me?
maybe i should just leave that haunted place and find myself another job
think it's best for us not to work together
well, i hope Gary is still there with me
and i wish someone will be here to tell me what to do next

Just The Girl @ 2:12:00 AM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

well, i have not been updating much
i've been working and working everyday
and i'm not happy almost every single day
i've changed

Just The Girl @ 3:07:00 AM

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

hello everyone
just attended my best friend; wendy's wedding on 1st of july
the feeling was well awkward, seeing your friend getting married and from miss to mrs just feel weird
may be because she's the first among us to wed and i'm very busy working too

Just The Girl @ 3:23:00 AM

Thursday, May 31, 2007

well, finally the Crystal Mirror pics are up, after slacking for abt a mth, i finally smack my butt and decided to upload the pics
not much pics taken and i just notice i've had never taken a pic with just my MayaPapaya & Me.....
sob..sob...sob
why dun have????
i feel like crying.......
aaaahhhhhhhAaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh

too late
well ppl
the pics is http://cowandpig.spaces.live.com/
i shall cry in self-pity now
bye

Just The Girl @ 4:52:00 PM

Thursday, May 24, 2007

sorry ppl
i havent been blogging for so long
i was well busy
busy going out hehe
and i had a really bad fall
i went Ubin with fadz and maya
and when i was going down a slope
its the 2nd time im going down a slope on that day
i fell
i'm in a shock
but on that instant, i suddenly have a feeling that i had ever dreamt that i fell on that spot before
it's so weird
cause that's the 2nd time i went there
the first time is when i'm in secondary school and im walking on that time
well
i suffered injuries from head to toe
to my surprise, i read the papers the next day
and came to notice that on the same day i fell and about the same time,
a 93.3 FM deejay fell too
he fell on the first slope whereas i fell on the second one
his injuries is far more serious than me
and i'm really considered the fortunate one, at least with no broken limbs

well, bye bye
i'm blogging for the sake of blogging

Just The Girl @ 5:55:00 PM

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

in just these short 2 months, a lot of things had happened
be it good or bad, laughter or tears
i still cherish the times we had

Just The Girl @ 3:17:00 PM

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

i thought i was right but it turned out to be the opposite
well before i knew it, i've already devoted my feelings out
neither was i right or wrong
but sometimes things can go so comtradicting that no one understands it
well right now, i feel that no one really understands me
be it my family, friends, ......

Just The Girl @ 10:31:00 AM

Monday, March 19, 2007

he said, "i shouldn't have scolded her just now, it wasn't her fault, i felt so bad"

he said, "i'm thinking of her now, i'm sure she's thinking of me too"

he said, "i hope she's here with us tonight."

he said, "am i falling in love?"


Just The Girl @ 3:15:00 PM


we asked, "am i falling in love?"

Just The Girl @ 2:38:00 PM

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

you're single because you don't want to commit

Once the blush of first love wears off with your partners, do you get a little antsy? You probably crave excitement in all realms of your life, and you need a relationship to keep you filled with possibilities. Let us guess: Someone has probably told you that you haven't quite grown up yet, that you're still holding out for the perfect "whatevers" (job, car, home, date) in your life to come a knockin'. Or perhaps you're just having a difficult time accepting that your comfortable little place in this world is always growing, always evolving — and that means you have to be willing to accept big life changes, too. Not that there's anything wrong with that. After all, you're probably a lot of fun to be around and may be the life of the party.

But when it comes to settling down, you leave without looking back twice. Now's the time to ask yourself: Why? What's holding you back? Maybe you don't want someone to get to know you fully? Perhaps by saying "yes" to someone, you're afraid you'll lose yourself, or the possibility of something better coming along. Just remember that the best relationships are those that never stop growing. That's something you can identify with, right? So keep that in mind next time you find someone you're really comfortable with. You never know, it may prove even more exciting once you really get to know each other, teensy flaws and all.

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The Relationship Color Test

What Shade of Love is Right for You?

Summeryilih, your relationship color is Yellow

This means that you tend to be an agreeable partner who possesses both flexibility and a knack for compromise. Above all, you appear to make a real effort to keep things positive between you and the one you love. In fact, there are many times when you may feel that it's better to downplay problems rather than talk about them endlessly. This can be especially true when you and your partner hit on a tough issue that you don't think the two of you can reach agreement on. After all, there are so many positive, happy things to enjoy in a relationship that you probably feel it's a waste of time to dwell on the negative.

People with compatible relationship colors tend to bring out the best in one another because their approach to relationships is harmonious. But if you're with someone whose relationship color clashes with yours, you're headed for more challenges than most.

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Old Fashioned Charm turns you on

Miss Manners would be proud. You mind your P's and Q's and expect your mate to do the same. Whether they're opening car doors for you, rescuing stray animals from the pound, or just calling people "Sir" and "M'am," that's what lights your fire. You're irresistibly drawn to the thoughtfulness and effort to help others.

Sure, it's a bonus to like the way someone looks, but it's their more traditional values and all-around goodness that most makes you want to rip off their tucked-in shirts and mess up their neatly coiffed hair. Forget candy hearts and bottles of bubbly — well, you don't have to forget them, but you'll also go weak in the knees for a kind word, generous gesture, or unpretentious manner. Yes, please!


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you'll find romance in Los Angeles

You're toned, tanned, and driving to the grocery store in style. You believe in taking care of yourself inside and out, and there's nothing more attractive to you than a partner who shares that passion. That's why Los Angeles could be your romantic mecca.

This city of glamour and stardust isn't just for actors and musicians; it's for anyone who embraces a healthy lifestyle. The opportunities are endless — jogging along the Pacific Ocean, rollerblading through Venice Beach, or dining on the freshest sushi in the country? How about all three!

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The Colors of Love Test

What Your Choice in Colors Says About What You're Like in Love

when you reveal your true colors in love, you're a Witty Partner

You're looking for a partner who both appreciates your witty sense of humor and believes in the power of love. In fact, dazzling that special someone with your snappy repartee is likely a favorite pastime of yours. Your clever, observant nature can make you a real ace when it comes to picking up on life's humorous details. However, in the quest for love, it's important for witty partners like you to know your audience and know when to quit. Not everyone will possess the same opinions and sense of humor as you.

Just The Girl @ 5:11:00 PM


The Enneagram Test

What the Ancient Science of Personality Says About You

Summeryilih, you're a Type 2 - The Humanitarian

Friends, family, and colleagues probably appreciate your caring and generous nature. They're also apt to know that when they come to you with a problem, you'll usually offer a shoulder to cry on and unparalleled compassion. As a Humanitarian, you're likely to be seen as a loving and helpful person with a kind heart.


Being a member of this type puts you in good company. Mother Teresa, with her tireless devotion to aid the sick and destitute members of society, and Bishop Desmond Tutu, with his emphasis on nonviolent protest against racial injustices, are also Type 2s

This means that compared to the eight other Enneagram types, you have a strong sense of empathy for other people. In fact, you're the kind of warm, sincere person who can be uniquely capable of seeing the good in others.



Tickle's Original Inkblot Test

Reveal Your Subconscious Mind

Summeryilih, your subconscious mind is driven most by Reserve

You approach the world with reserve because unconsciously, and perhaps consciously, you like to be in control. You keep your emotions to yourself and you may seem mysterious or enigmatic to others.


You're often very cautious about truly expressing yourself. Even people who have known you for some time may find it hard to get close to you.

Your psyche is very deep and rich; the more you learn about it, the more you will understand who you really are.



Ayurveda Body Type Test

Eat Right for Your Body Type

Summeryilih, the body type you were born with is called Kapha in Ayurvedic medicine.

This means that most likely your bone structure is on the larger side and your metabolism tends to be slow. Your constitution leads us to believe that you are generally both calm and content.


A key component to an Ayurvedic lifestyle is to eat, live and interact with the world according to your natural body type. In relation to eating, Kapha types should be eating foods that taste sweet, sour, or salty.

Summeryilih, you could have been a famous Political Figure

Whether you were ruling the Roman Empire or shaking up the 18th century, you're sure to be making waves in any era you're in. Driven and focused, you want to make a difference and help people. If it gets you into the history books, even better!Ambitious and motivated, you've got your eye on the prize and aren't afraid to go after what you want. You'd love to shake things up and make waves in the world. A little fame thrown in there wouldn't hurt either. So, keep chasing your goals. You're sure to go far in this life — and the next ones!




Just The Girl @ 4:36:00 PM


Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

I love you
I need you
I want you
..the way I do
[x2]

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Just The Girl @ 10:44:00 AM


Your Astrological Court Card

Queen of Pentacles
Astrological Sign: Virgo
Element: Earth

Personality: analytical, perfectionist, scientifically minded, objective, factual, discriminating, sometimes cold

Most suitable vocations: scientist, analyst, researcher, editor, computer operator, secretary, astrologer

Most suitable lover or partner: Knight of Cups - Scorpio, Pisces, Cancer



Your Personality Court Card

Queen of Cups
Element: Water

Personality: magnetic, sexual, complex, spiritual, in control, overpowering, intense

Most suitable vocations: psychic, clairvoyant, detective, physician, stockbroker, dentist, counsellor, actress

Most suitable lover or partner: Knight of Pentacles – Capricorn, Virgo, and Taurus

Just The Girl @ 9:18:00 AM

Monday, February 26, 2007






Just The Girl @ 7:36:00 AM

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

wah, it's been such a long time since i last blogged
i was freaking busy for the past few days
i even started cleaning the house on CNY eve
we simply are racing against the time
it's crazy man
yupz, and i've felt that people me have like all grown up,
well, i don't know if it's good or bad
but only have no any special comments on that
alright, shall blog again when i'm free
and yes, i'm not feeling any CNY spirit
maybe it's because i'm too busy that time just rubbed my shoulders

Just The Girl @ 3:16:00 PM

Monday, February 12, 2007

hi everyone.
i'm down with fever since last night, causing my limbs to be very cold regardless of wrapping myself under a thick comforter
ya and Andrew called me just now, asking how's my results and all?
well no comments for my results though...
shall blog again when i'm free..bye bye

Just The Girl @ 9:19:00 AM

Friday, February 09, 2007

well, i've finally received the long-awaited phonecall from Andrew and he gave me the HQ no. to call and ask....
well and Shanice said everything is still processing and when it's done, she'll give me a ring to tell

the another thing i wanna tell is that i went to watch movie yesterday, using the staff pass Andrew had given me
well, i watched Perfume: The Story Of A Murderer
it was brilliant and the ending is perfectly done, not those lame adrupt ending
well, this is a movie that i'll definitely advised people to watch, anyway it's a movie with R21 rating so kids and teenagers, you only can see the censored version from VCD or DVD...:(

and the last thing to say is that my god-daughter aka Jia Xing has been admitted to the hospital twice within 24 hours
and she's still very sick, well maybe because she doesn't have a capable mum to take care of her..
saying more makes my blood boils so therefore i shall stop here.

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Just The Girl @ 2:20:00 PM

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

well, my mind keeps thinking about Crazy Horse
i don't know even know what's keeping my mind there
the people, the emotions, or just the environment
but although it's just a short twelve days over there,
i felt like i've been there for a few months
i've learnt a lot of things there, both positive and negative
and i'm so honoured to work in such a posh and high class place
needless to say, i've changed too, both emotionally and physically
and i found myself talking and thinking about crazy horse too
it comes to a point that my sis and mum got sicked of what i was telling them, you know....those crazy horse stuff
yeah, and till now i've yet to receive my salary, though andrew said he'll ask for me, but i've not received any news yet, i messaged him twice in all but he just didnt reply at all
well, i shall wait till Friday, till then if i still heard nothing from him, i will just call him and ask....well, hope he'll call or reply back asap...yah, despite all these days, i'm still lazing at home, doing nothing but thinking of crazy horse stuff, even dreamt of it eeveryday, never knew the impact will be that big, and it's the first time i grew so attached to my job despite this making my shortest job to date.....shall stop here, will definitely blog tomorrow...

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Just The Girl @ 4:43:00 PM


right now, i'm feeding myself with online Crazy Horse news just to satisfy my Crazy Horse desire and the longings too...

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Just The Girl @ 8:43:00 AM


well, i think i'm suffering from work withdrawal syndrome
for the past twelve days or so, i've been reporting to work obediently everyday, but since yesterday, my life seems to have taken a drastic turn
never would i expect the change to be so drastic
since yesterday, i've noticed i've got nothing to do at home
and my whole mind seems to be occupied with Crazy Horse
guess i'm really becoming crazy crazy crazy
well, my sis said since i've got nothing to do, maybe i can clean the house the house for them BUT i'm not so stupid cause they won't appreciate what i've done.....i think it's best to clean the TOGETHER rather than you know, alone
haiz, to pass my time everyday, i'm currently occupying myself with the HongKong drame series called 'War & Beauty' also known as
Jin Zhi Yu Nie....
alright, shall end here then, just in case i think too much about Crazy Horse, the people, the place, the ambience, the mood, everything...how i wish i can go back there and take a look....well maybe today or tomorrow...see you, sob sob......:(

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Just The Girl @ 5:57:00 AM

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

well, here are some pics taken in THE CRAZY HORSE...

THE CRAZY HORSE
Jasper & Me

well, all the rest of the photographs is located here

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Just The Girl @ 4:12:00 AM


well, well, well.....
i've ended my working experience with Crazy Horse yesterday....
was rather pissed at someone's unruly acts yesterday
well, he's just so fucking idiotic
yah, and someone acted totally different yesterday too...
yesterday was just filled with so many 'surprises'
can't dissolve it, really....
well, be it good or bad, long or short
i'll definitely remember this wonderful and eventful period with them


hugs and kisses
yilih

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Just The Girl @ 3:52:00 AM

Monday, February 05, 2007

well, today is everyone's LAST day in the famous CRazy HOrse...
really sad to leave this wonderful place but well, everything will always have a ending right?
so i shall keep my spirits high tonight cause there will be a celebration tonight......shall take more photos and show it to you, Jason....
see ya

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Just The Girl @ 1:45:00 PM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

well something to be happy about
i've been asked by the management of Crazy Horse to work till the last day which is on the 31st of January......
well, i don't know why but my brains and thoughts are constantly all about Crazy Horse
well maybe i'm crazy and those working there are all crazy.....hahahaha
or maybe the people there makes me think of them
ya, and it's been always busy at work....
and this blog is posted and typed at 3:28AM cause i've just returned from work....well see ya!

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Just The Girl @ 7:30:00 PM

Friday, January 26, 2007

i'm so so sad since yesterday
not really just sad but it's like with a tinge of relaxness

as most singaporeans should have known this by now,
THE CRAZY HORSE is closing soon and their last show will be on
31st of Jan....well all of us only got to know this yesterday,
after which that all media came in and phonecalls flow in.....

hiyah! :(

didnt know that my fate with CRAZY HORSE will be this short
i mean i only expected it to be a few months but definitely not just 4 days.
the reason why im feeling rather depressed is because the people there are all NICE people....not those nasty superiors that weigh you down and pressurize you

well, the person whom i have the most contact, most conversation and most jokes is my supervisor
his name is Andrew and he teaches me things in a slow and steady mode
not only does he not pressurize me, he even brought cookies yesterday so that we can share it, and he even lend me his mug when i didnt bring water on the first two days....
ya and he requested the management to give my salary in cash so that i can take it on the spot
well, he's all sentimental yesterday
and people can you believe this?
i can't really get to sleep last night because i knew that today is my last day whereas theirs is on 31st of Jan
well they are a bunch of crazy good souls
ya, and because of learning this and that during the past two days, i havent got a chance to see the show myself
so Jasper ask me to go in and see the show last night
Andrew let me off half an hour earlier so that i can catch the whole show and during the interval of the show, one of the waitress brought a drink to me, saying it's on the house....
well, i'm sad not because i'm going to be out of a job soon but because i'm gonna miss the people there especially Andrew because he's the one who get me settled down, guided me and brought me along
i really thank him a lot because i've really learnt a lot of hands on skills from him....
ya, and Andrew is also the one who interviewed me during the actual interview
Andrew felt very sad for me too and i can really feel that,
well and i would like to thank the people there even though they had just smiled at me,
like the two cleaners, Lee, Goblin, Bendy, Jasper, the two hostesses, the male attendant.....
well, bye!! :<

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Just The Girl @ 9:57:00 AM

Thursday, January 25, 2007

H E L L O ! ! !
hi jason,
long time no see....

well i also dun know how to start with this blog entry
anyway, today is my 2nd day of working in THE CRAZY HORSE

i've got lots and lots of things to learn and everytime i go in the entrance,
it's like facing a mini war ahead.....
ya, and the people are all rather TOO passionate....
like hugging and sharing the same mug
well call me 'gou tak' or what, i just find it weird and awkward about all this

YAH!!! i'm very excited now!!!
you know why?
because i'm going to talk about one of the person in THE CRAZY HORSE
alright,
that person is a HE
and he's the nephew of our whole organisation CEO
well he's not very handsome but
i find him quite suave...hehe, -giggles-
ya, and my aim is to see him everytime i go for work
and today is the second day
YAY!! and i've seen him in these two days....
and he remembers my name leh...
aiyoh, so shy leh
hehehehehehe
yesterday my manager introduced me to him
and we shook hands and exchanged a few glances
heehehehehehehehehehe, I'M SO SO SO CRAZY NOW!!!!
ya, and today, we talked over the phone when i'm looking for my manager
in the office...
WA PIANG!!!! i'm acting like a stupid girl!!! hate myself la!!!
and when i came out of the lavatory, he was also coming out from the other side, and he said hi to me, of course i replied him hi too....well, no comments!!

ok ok shall end here with a shy smile
>_<

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Just The Girl @ 12:11:00 AM

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

hello jason!!!

i'm supposed to clean up my study table now but cleaning is tedious and boring so therefore i'm here to blog about some rubbish

well, the reason i'm blogging this is because i'm afraid you might miss me too much during the past few days.....>_< 'shy'

yah and also to inform you that i'm starting work tomorrow at
The Crazy Horse...details shall not be disclosed now...

i'm so sian of cleaning, do anyone of any short-cut way of doing it?

jason, and i miss you and jia xing too!

Just The Girl @ 9:39:00 AM

Friday, January 19, 2007

well, jason

i'm down with servere flu again and ah pek admitted to the hospital again

ya, i'm very tired lately

bye

Just The Girl @ 8:28:00 AM

Monday, January 15, 2007

hi Jason!

it's been raining and raining for the past few days...
plus it's so so so cold that i don't really want to step foot on my house marble floor
in case you don't know, marble adds up the coldness levels

and the weather looks like as if the government is giving us FREE AIRCON
daily, well sometimes the government should increase the temperature...

call me turtle in the well or frog in the well,
until today then i came to realise about the news of Project Superstar, Averil Chan, and the "famous" eyebrow plucker, Steven Lim.

well, all i can say is, Averil Chan is indeed very unlucky.

i feel that even if what Averil said is all truth, she shouldn't have blurted it out on national TV because the other party involves the NOTORIOUS STEVEN LIM!

this issue seems to be just a tiny mini matter but with STEVEN LIM it gonna , oh no, it should be written as , it will definitely blow up to be a mega big ISSUE with police report and everything

well, who doesn't know that what STEVEN LIM is famous for?
it gonna be his stripping ways and his job as a street eyebrow plucker
but let's be honest here, his so-called reputation only soared up when he first began to strip to his yellow underwear in TV...
i find that the only reason for this is atention

he wants and craves for ATTENTION everytime he's in public.
i bet lots of people will agree on this
right, JAson?

actually, i knew this issue on steven lim website
and can you believe it?
he reported this issue to the police and even recorded a video to 'defend' himself.
all i can say about this video is that Steven Lim sounds VERY VERY dramatic
he keep using words like, 'oh my god', 'come on' and 'i can't believe this'
and his english is TERRIBLE..
not that mine is good but his is definitely hard to understand
and he sounded as if he is acting all this and he's very fake, that's all i can say
maybe he's really angry and pissed off BUT he doesn't sound like someone who is that angry, instead he sounded rather dramatic and fake

if you guys don't believe what i said,

see this video that he recorded himself:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MOUQfE_PbIA

and well,
bye bye
see you next time, Jason

Just The Girl @ 9:05:00 AM

Monday, January 08, 2007

hello to Jason!
yah, since i have no one to greet to when i enter my own blog, i'll just name my blog, Jason, and greet hello to 'it' everytime i come in


Jason, i got something to tell you today

yesterday, i was talking to mummy over the topic of deformed babies

well, she said when she was still at a rather young age, her mum whom is my grandmother told her about this story

in olden days, people deliver their babies with the help of a midwife
well, a midwife is always one with lots of experience
and there's once when the supposed delivered baby turned out to be something really shocking
the pregnant lady gave birth to a big fish which is somehow called a big koi
well, i said the midwife is experienced so she didnt even shout or scream
instead she carried the big koi and put it inside a big pail filled with water and closed the lid.
no one are allowed to peep or look at the pail
they will only went to take a look when they hear baby's cryings
sure enough, when they heard cryings and went in and open the lid,
the big koi had already tranformed into the baby...

well call it ridiculous or what,
it really do happen in olden times
if the midwife shouted or screamed when she noticed a big fish is born,
the fish will never transformed back into a baby
it's because when you shout, you gave a big fright to the fish so therefore it will never transformed back

well there's also another story regarding this

in this story, the pregnant woman had no midwife to help her with the delivery so she deliver the supposed baby all by herself
when she found out she gave birth to a baby crocodile, she let out a terrifying scream and as what i said earlier on, it never transformed into a baby, instead it remained a crocodile
the mother had to accept fate
she took care of the crocodile like her own son
days and years passed
the crocodile grew bigger and bigger until the nearby villagers got afraid
they were afraid the now huge crocodile might harm them one day
in order to appease the villagers,
the mother had no choice but to send her son which is the crocodile to the swamp
she was weeping to have leave her son in the swamp
she couldn't be so heartless but she have no other choices left
and on every birthday of her son's, she'll cook eggs and bring to the swamp
at there, she will call her son, and the crocodile son will swim up to the shore and eat the eggs she had prepared for him
years later, the mother died
the crocodile had no idea about this
no one told him this news that his mum had died
after a few days of waiting,
it is said that the crocodile son climbed up the shore and headed home,
and he shed a tear while he lies beside his own mother's dead body
after then, no one saw the crocodile son again...

well this is all true in olden days....
ridiculous but true

and i watched a vcd last night
a lady got possessed after eating a crab,
and the crab is a crab spirit..
long story so don't wanna type much

ok on a different note, i had weird dreams again

i don't know why but in my dreams, i was dating with my primary school mate
and they are those not in my Admire List at all
firstly it's A
now it's K

well enough said,
bye Jason!


Just The Girl @ 4:49:00 PM


well, the links can't work and i have no idea what's wrong!!

just don't click it lo...

Just The Girl @ 12:24:00 PM


I'm posting this because today's date is 7th of January 2007

plus i uploaded Jia Xing's pics on my another blog

click to see:http://cowandpig.spaces.live.com/

Just The Girl @ 12:16:00 PM

Saturday, January 06, 2007

well, my stomach has been feeling very bloated for a total of 5 days already
and i finally went to the doctor this afternoon

well, after a few knocks here and there on my bloated stomach and a few pressings here and there, Dr Wong said my whole stomach is filled with wind/air/colic....

this situation will makes me feel very bloated for 24 hours a day, the only good thing is that you can eventually lose some weight by this...

and i ask her something else which cannot be written here, she said i might get Diabetes, yah and she said i should check my blood sugar again,
i should have 4.4 before eating anything and not more than 7.8 after the 2 hours after meals...

well, im going to check tomorrow maybe...

got to go.....

Just The Girl @ 10:58:00 AM

Friday, January 05, 2007

well, just noticed i havent blogged for exactly 1 month
ya, i was lazy to blog and dont wanna type at all
i even told myself that i will definitely blog on 1st of January 2007
but see?
instead of that day, i blog on today
maybe this entry will be filled with broken english, not that others are in proper english but i am really not feeling well

to start it all, i will write all the things i have done lately in point forms so that its easier for me to read when im old

- i have been going out with my sister for almost everyday, when two girls get together, they shop and eat

- my sister bought me a number of things merely Charles & Keith sandles, Sing Shi Xing Hui CD, Bossini top, Giordano singlet, earrings, and some other things that i cant remember right now

- my sis treated me to some restaurants and eat, and we went to Din Tai Fung, Azabu Sabo, Jack's Place, Ichiban Boshi, Fiesta, Crystal Jade, Genki Sushi, well the others i cant recall right now

- my baby god daughter is 7 mths old now, mama still holds on to the promise that when Jia Xing is 1 year old, she'll treat her to Pu Tian Restaurant and when she turns 2 years old, she'll treat her to buffet!

- on 1st of January, i got so sick that i vommited all the food i ate, well definitely not a good way to start the year

- and since the 1st day of January till this moment, my stomach has been feeling ever bloated since then

-with the bloated stomach and the nauseating feel, i think i felt like a pregnant lady with morning sickness, umm no, is whole day sickness

- read the Straits Times just now and noticed that there's a subsequent of events lately, starting from end Dec to early Jan

Dec 28 'o6
Ferry carrying 100 people from Palembang, Sumatra, to Bangka Island capsized.

Dec 29 '06
Ferry with more than 500 people sank in the Java sea.

Jan 1 '07
Ferry with 11 people capsized off the resort island of Bali.

Jan 1 '07
Plane carrying 102 passengers goes missing.

see? its only the beginning of the year yet these events are already happening, just heard from my mum that this year is a "Fire Pig" year meaning fire is never good thus this is happening

- well i think im going to change the blogskin again....

bye bye

Just The Girl @ 4:50:00 AM

Sunday, December 03, 2006

hello, everyone!!
I've been going out for the whole day on Saturday and Sunday....
Heez, and my jie jie bought lots of barangs barangs for me...
and jie jie managed to take a number of pics pics with me and mummy....

Pics Pics Time!!!!!


well, here are just some of the pics taken

i couldn't upload to Blogger cause that stupid blogger is giving me a lot of problems

you can see it at my other pics blog which is called "PRINCESS PICO" situated on the left!

heez, you can't see my jie jie pic because out of the 3 of us, she's the only one who can take good

photos, mummy and I got shaky hands....hahahahahahah!


Just The Girl @ 9:10:00 PM

Thursday, November 30, 2006

i just woke up at 11:15 today
normally when JX is staying with us, i'll normally wake up up at 9 plus or 10 plus
but today i don't know why i wake up rather late
maybe it's because the dream i had last night.
the objective of this entry is to record down my dream
it's happy yet sad

this is how it goes:
J and i attended a celebration of one of our mutual friends
we leave together after that
he said we hardly have any time to catch up
so he suggested watching a movie together
while he queue for the tickets, i sat down at the bench to wait for him
while waiting, noticed that the travel agency beside the ticket booth is recruiting staff
i went in and ask them for further details, and copied down the details of it on my palm
when F had finished buying the tickets, he joined me at the travel agency
we were walking and he said he was hungry
we walked past a shop managed by indians and they sell curry chicken rice and western food
both dishes seems to be very popular among the shop
we sat down and he order a curry set but after eating a few bites, he said he wanted to try the western food
when i ask why is he eating so much, he said, "don't be like that la! C has already forbid me to eat all these food,
and you are also like that..."
i was rather shocked when he told me this and he looked very sad after saying that
he seems to be controlled by C
well, he still ordered the western food, and we shared all the food, both of us felt so happy at that time
then we walked to the cinema, while walking, we reached a place that looked like a mini farm
it have animals like tortise, pigs, and some furry furry animals that i haven't seen it before
we were playing there happily, and without noticing that we were holding hands and hugging each other happily
it's like our "day"
never will i know what the day lies ahead
slowly we walked
into a game park entrance
somehow
the game is like a walk-through game
you need to walk through a long and tedious trail that have lots of obstacles and surprises
well in the end
all of us nearly died
i get up from a deep fall and was crying loudly when searching for him
in the process, i saw C
she was also looking for J
in the end, i saw F's hat and managed to find him
when C saw that i've found J
she quickly rushed to his side
i could slowly back out from them
J looked at me in the eye and gave me a apologetic look
i was trying my best not to let the tears stream down
but to no avail
in my heart, i seemed to get the meaning J is trying to tell me

well, end of the dream
normally, i wake up and forget totally about the dream
but this time it's so vivid
it's so vivid that it's like it had just happened to me in real life
right now, i'm just thinking too much on it
maybe, this is the real meaning that J is trying to tell me in real life

Just The Girl @ 10:13:00 PM

Friday, November 03, 2006

well, today has been a sleepy day for me...
hee, actually is like everyday
i had a dream
i don't even know whether to classify as a good or bad dream
but that dream is definitely one that i hope it won't happen so fast or don't even wish it'd happen
call me selfish or what,
i just don't wish it'll happen at all
because i could remember it clearly
that i was indeed fighting back my tears that are threatening to flow down
and i even have to smile and laugh and treat that the matter is not bothering me at all
i don't even know a clue of my current situation
but my heart always keeps a side for him

Just The Girl @ 8:31:00 AM

Thursday, October 26, 2006

today is the only time when i'm totally free
for the past few days
, i've been utterly busy
for example,Darren came over to my house since Sat but he suddenly got a fever on Sunday
it happened at night so we brought him back to his mama's house at about 11 plus at night
but the temperature keep increasing till like 39.9 degrees!
wa piang , it's crazy, he's like a walking stove
so we send him to KK Hospital and when the drama ends, it 's already 4am
we went back with the baby, and Darren went back at the next evening...
when i thought everything end, haha, it just started...
Darren and his mum and the baby came over to our house and stay
and instead of taking care of her two children, she always seems to be so so busy that she
can't attend to her children
and the poor me have to take care of her son and baby for her...
luckily her baby is a good baby who rarely cries and whines....
goodness gracious me, now, i can finally can have a good nights' sleep
BUT i still got English lesson tonight...
Stupid ass!!!

Just The Girl @ 8:02:00 AM

Sunday, October 22, 2006

i just woke up from my beauty sleep of 8 hours...
i couldn't really sleep cause the person living under my flat is celebrating Deepavali
not only are they just talking, i could even hear shoutings, bangings against the walls and very loud yelllings...
i wouldn't mind if the time is before 12, but hey its 1 plus on the morning when all this happen...
anyway, i was rather pissed off, and anyway slowly drifted into my dreamland.

the main point of this blog entry is to write about my dream
i woke up just now and was asking myself, "Is this really going to happen to me?"

okay, i dreamt that there's something going on with my English classmate and i...
in that dream, we aren't together but it seems we both have good feelings with each other
he'll like try to confess to me in dinner and all that.....hee hee, sounds silly but that's what i dream

secondly, i dreamt that my god-daughter's eyes are not very good, like one is normal but the other like not really normal....anyway it's just a dream, hope nothing happen to her

Just The Girl @ 1:31:00 AM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

i think i need to inform everyone that there are indeed

chee ko peh/ dirty old man/ chao old bird!

And these old birds are all aged around 50s to 70s

the reason i'm saying all these is because i've met a chao old bird yesterday

i was shopping for groceries alone yesterday and due to my "generosity to Sheng Shiong" and

aunties' attitude of "everything also very good leh", i ended up with 5 big bags of groceries.

that left me looking like a stupid maid but with excessive nutrients; not like other maids

that look very skinny and looks as if they suffered from malnutrition

Going back to the topic, i boarded the very packed bus with 5 heavy bags, my sling bag and of

course with great difficulty to tap the EZ-Link card.....

i was standing near the pole, with my hands still carrying the 5 damn bags.

and at just the bustop before my house, a uncle boarded the bus and sat infront of me

i was just looking out of the bus but somehow i felt i was being watched by someone

i turned to my right and saw that stupid uncle, his eyes were fixed to my breasts....

i was deeply humiliated by this act, i starred straight into his eyes and gave him the

"look some more and i'll kill you!"

this doesn't help, he kept on looking at my breasts and even smiled at me

Fuck him!! i hope his penis slowly rot with pus and worms, 24/7 itchy and then slowly dropped

off!!

this stupid bird definitely don't understand the word 'paiseh' and 'shameless'

he continued his staring breasts session

until i suddenly shouted, "ni zai kan she mo?!" (what are you looking at?)

he was so shocked that he doesn't know what to say

then he somehow tried to act classy and replied in english

said he got look at me meh?

and tried to look at others and said, "i got look at her meh?"

he was obviously shameful and trying to find support from other passengers

i shouted back to him saying he should know what he's doing just now and there's no need to ask

others, he seemed to be taken aback by my agressiveness, and i shouted loudly at him,

"dirty old man!" before alighting the bus.

i wouldn't care if people in the bus look at me, i just want people to know of his shameful deed

and to explain further, i wasn't wearing a tight or revealing or low-cut top

i was just wearing those over-sized T-shirts and bermudas and a sling bag....

i would understand if i'm wearing a revealing top, but hey, I'M NOT!

he can jolly well go back home and stare at his wife's boobs for as long as he desired, or maybe

he doesn't even have a wife but he still have other alternatives like go to Geylang and see some China

Boobies or maybe something more than that....

Anyway, i find this act unforgiveable, what if the victim is not me, but some other timid girls?

to the girls, speak up if you can, don't be afraid if people are
looking, he's the one who should be

embarrassed and not you! People will be looking at him and not you!

Lastly, i hope these "rotting birds" suffer badly in HELL!!!

Just The Girl @ 7:40:00 AM

Friday, October 13, 2006





























Just The Girl @ 8:51:00 AM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

hey everyone!
Recently i've gone to the SINGAPORE YELLOW RIBBON CONCERT
it's a concert by inmates and ex-offenders
it was truely inspiring and heartwarming
i was truly touched by their actions, on how they can do to convince people's hearts that they're determined to change for the better
well, there's quite a number of artists present like
Mark Lee, Koh Chieng Mun, Kelly Poon, Chen Wei Lian, Yang Jun Wei and some others that i hardly knew them.....
there's even a segment of their programme that threaten my tears to flow down
it's really touching, ya and i forgot to add that
President S R NATHAN and Mrs Nathan were also present for the concert and they also declared the opening of THE YELLOW RIBBON PROJECT 2006!
it was great to be able to take part in this and i just feel that most of the people there were just merely at this event because of the FREE tickets and NOT because they are willing to help and contribute to THE YELLOW RIBBON PROJECT....
that's how singaporeans are!!!
well, and i took a few pics and here is it:




Just The Girl @ 4:51:00 AM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

sometimes
i really wished
i'm in my dreams all these years
that i've been living in my dreams all these 14 years
that those happenings were all
just pieces of my wilful imaginations

my life wasn't very smooth
i had a drastic change when i'm seven
since then, i thought everything will be fine again
but no,
something tremendous hit me again when i'm fifteen

people always see me smiling...laughing...giggling
i wasn't the very optimistic girl that people thought
in fact, i'm just trying to laugh and giggle my sadness away
things were going on too fast
i need to double up on my pace for everything
i'm tired, i want to stop but not permitted
can anyone bring me to another world?

Just The Girl @ 5:09:00 AM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

I have been thinking of you,
And the way you make me feel.
I'm getting scared now
Cause these feelings feel so real,
I've always felt it,
But it's never been this strong
I cannot fall now
I've got to hold on.
When my eyes are on you
It's so hard to look away.
When its time too leave you
I so badly want to stay.
I want to tell you
What's running through my head
But for now I'll just keep it to myself instead,
Cause I want nothing to jeopardize
The friendship that we created over the years,
And I don't want to be left
Heartbroken and in tears.
I want you to know how I feel,
And that I mean it, sometimes
I just want to scream it, its real.
These words have been bottled up inside
They explain the feelings I hide
And the failed times I've tried.
I don't know how much longer I will keep this in,
Thinking of ways,
Don't know where to begin.
Deeply confused,
Don't know what to do,
I'll just leave it be, wait and see,
It will happen if it's meant to be.
I have your friendship,
But I really want your heart
This is tearing me apart;
I don't know what to do
I just want to be with you,
Make you happy and make you smile.
Though times I cant see you for a while,
Its only cause my hearts desires can't be filled.
It's hard to know you're with someone else
When all I want is you here with me,
I want to show you what this could be;
I don't want to tell you
I want you to just open up your eyes and see.
I want you to feel it,
The feelings that I feel,
I really want to show them,
These feelings are so real.
But I can't show you,
I probably never will because
I want to walk, but your standing still.
These are the feelings inside of me,
That are locked away
Waiting to be free,
Drowning my heart in misery.

Just The Girl @ 2:12:00 PM

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have a dreams of you
So I wait for the day
And the courage to say how much I love you
Yes I do!
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Corazón
I can't stop dreaming of you
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
I can't stop dreaming
Cómo te necesito
I can't stop dreaming of you
Mi amor, cómo te extraño
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and said "I love you"
I love you too!
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming of you endlessly
Dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Endlessly
And I'll be holding you tight
Dreaming...with you...tonight!

Just The Girl @ 2:20:00 PM

Saturday, September 02, 2006

well, i didn't know
you were appearing and disappearing so fast
you knew i'll miss you
you said it yourself
that you know i'll miss you even when
we stop contacting
you knew i still love you
but you're still hurting me
nothing could hurt me that bad
except you
you're the person i love most
and the person who've hurt me the deepest
you said you're still like before
but it's different
surface may look the same like last time
but the core may have turned
too sour, too sweet
thought we could be like last time
but hey, things have changed
i'd rather you don't call me that night
don't talk for that 7 mins
don't say you're still devoted
don't say we have no fate
don't say a word
in that case
i wouldn't be suffering like now
well, part of me is hoping for your voice again
but, part of me is hoping you won't call again
i don't wanna feel the sense of torturing again

last night, i dreamt of you again
i hope i didn't
but maybe sometimes
our heart will respond respectively to our mind
so that's why i dreamt of you
do you dream about me?
in my dream, we were just holding hands
nothing else, no kisses, no hugs, no sex
just holding hands
we were plain happy
enjoying one's warmth
enjoying the blissfulness
but when i wake up
everything's gone
just gone
like how you just disappear

you were the one who completes my sentences
sometimes you know how i feel
even when i didn't say a word
why?
isn't because of telepathy, chemistry or what?
we used to share the chilli sauce together
you're the first guy to see me cry
we shared a lot of things together
i can't and refused to accept that you've left again so fast...
please come back for i really miss you.....

Just The Girl @ 7:46:00 AM


You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.
You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
You are a laid back person.
Yo! You are spontaneous and like to please people.

Just The Girl @ 6:41:00 AM

Thursday, August 31, 2006

Just realised i had only posted 2 miserable posts in August
well, pityful huh?
bye

Just The Girl @ 7:17:00 AM

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Truly Julie, in another day
You know it really isn’t far away that I’m longing to be with you
You’ll be waiting for another sun, but that’s when things begin to come
undone
There’s sense that’s running in the air, and that’s the time that you
should never dare
Running away you can’t pretend, up to the door and back again with me
I know
Running away it drives me wild, even someone who makes me mild like
you
I know
There’s a place where eveything is free and everyone is just like you and
me like i’ve never seen before
But i would never ever wanna go, to a place unless you told me so, then
you said that you wanted more
There’s a sense that’s running in the air and that’s the time that you
should never dare

Just The Girl @ 7:52:00 AM


hi everyone, Long Time No See !!
i wasn't Missing, i'm still online, checking my mails, friendster, and checking out my friends' blogs....
everytime i will have something swimming in my head....just that i'm lazy to type in and sometimes just don't wanna know how to phrase plus my speed in typing isn't that fast, you know??

well, got a few things to update my blog, yah, i'm writing this so that i can read it some years later...

Update 1: Hey People!! i saw Dawn Yeo at Dhoby Ghaut This Fashion...didn't realise she shops in This Fashion, anyway i feel that she really looks quite sweet and pretty, she and Fiona Xie really do looks like sisters but Fiona Xie gives me a Natural Feeling whereas Dawn Yeo gives me a rather Artificial Feeling, haiz anyway it's juz my thoughts.

Update 2: Do you think that sometimes we seems to be affected by our dreams? it's like we're chained to them....though we know a dream is just a dream but our emotions is still linked to them....even after we wake up, we still think about it like is it really true? will it really happen? well it applies to me today, the dream seems quite realistic so it really sets me thinking for a moment....heee.....don't think too wild, people!!

Update 3: well, my doctor had given me a different dosage of medicine.....she said i should be able to lose some weight, well it really in the first few days but looks like it has since stopped....haha.....better do something about it!

Update 4: well, my birthday's coming!! This year, there won't be any gala celebrations going on, will be having a nice dinner at a cozy restaurant with my family, so far so good, no comments said and done.

got nothing else to say
bye



Just The Girl @ 7:41:00 AM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

we were more than friends,
slightly more than buddies
but less than lovers
a special kind of feel
that no one dares to simplify

during these years
i've always had
multiple dreams about you
i didn't mean to dream about you
you just slipped into my dream
it this the way you want me to remember you?

i still remember the way we walked in very slow pace to that bustop
i still remember the way we spend hours of talking at that bustop
i still remember the way we shared our drinks, our food, our shirts
i still remember the way we spend hours, talking on the voideck, after school
i still remember the way we talked over the phone for 3 to 4 hours everyday
i still remember the way we shared our chilli sauce for the McCrispy and fries
i still remember the time when you know that i'm angry but just insisted on not coaxing me
i still remember the time when you scolded the person who made me angry
i still remember the time when you stole glances at me
i still remember the time when you insisted on visiting me in the hospital even though it's very late in the night and your pal isn't willing to come with you
i still remember the time when you accidentally injured my hand with the spray balls
i still remember the time when you asked your friend to pass me the bubble gum
i still remember the time when you'll stop asking me questions when you know i'm too shy to answer them
i still remember the time when you confessed to me
i still remember the time when you cried and started to talk english

Just The Girl @ 4:19:00 AM

Saturday, July 29, 2006



Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

I love you
I need you
I want you
..the way I do
[x2]

Just The Girl @ 8:40:00 AM

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Your romantic pattern is Love Conquers All!

At its core, the romantic pattern called Love Conquers All, is romantic, triumphant, and full of courage to face yourself with honesty.

But, here's the recurring pattern you may see in your relationships: A tug of war between the desire for the love of your life, and a fear of commitment.

You may also find that challenges come from family and society — even yourself. Do loved ones disapprove of your partner, raise concerns you hadn't previously cared that much about?

Turning points may also stem from previous obligations at work, or in promises you've made to others. Do you reschedule or delay plans with your partner because you feel the need to honor responsibilities at the office? Do you prioritize taking care of a friend in need over the needs of your mate?

Ambition to be loyal to loved ones, move ahead at work, improve your home, see the world — these are all good things. But sometimes, they take precedence over your love life — whether you are conscious of it or not.

Remember Nicolas Cage in the film "Family Man"? Through a strange twist of fate, he's given the opportunity to see life as it might have been had he gotten married instead of pursued successes at work. Though fantastical and magical, he experiences a jarring event, and through it, realizes he has different priorities. He would give up his important job and expensive belongings to be with the one woman he realizes he truly loves. And he realizes that his initial choice to pursue his career instead of pursue his relationship was driven not by his hopes for success, but his fear of taking on the seriousness of his relationship. Through this realization, he has the courage to face himself, not preexisting hopes and goals.

Even if fate doesn't throw obstacles in your way, it's possible that you do. Do you shy away from romantic commitments? Do you make excuses for not dating? Do you wish your relationships never progressed past the lovey-dovey stage? Are the people you date "all wrong" for you? There's a reason you're holding back from pursuing a good thing. You may put excuses between you and another person, or you may intentionally pick the wrong person to give you an alternative to getting serious. The real courage in your romantic pattern comes from taking a good look at yourself, and questioning your motivations.

Once you recognize this as your pattern, you will indeed have the courage and the insight to question yourself, and make a commitment, or a break with someone, before external events force you to. In this manner, Courage is one of the most noble and truthful romantic patterns out there.

In "Notting Hill," Julia Roberts plays a movie star whose career (not to mention awful boyfriend) get in the way of a fledgling romance with a London bookseller (Hugh Grant). In "Autumn in New York," a cheating playboy played by Richard Gere finds himself in love with a dying 22-year-old. Will he mend his ways before it's too late? The romantic pattern that drives these plots is the same that drives your fantasies and relationships, which is why these stories can be so powerful. Of course, in the movies it's always clear just whom the lead person should hook up with. In real life, it's quite a bit harder. Love Conquers All, and now you're equipped to find it.

Just The Girl @ 2:43:00 PM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

hey, everyone!!!!
i just have to blog these few days cause i'll be away in the next few days.....
will be away from 1st of August to 5th of August.....don't ask why cause i'm
not gonna tell......
Anyway just got back from playing with my god-daughter just now so i've
taken some pics of her....anyone who wants to take a look, can click on the
"Pics Galour" link on the right side....
See ya Again!

Just The Girl @ 6:13:00 AM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

hello, everyone!!! i'm back.....

know why i'm missing for so long?

haha, some of them should've known it...

i went for the long-waited WISDOM TOOTH SURGERY!!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....

no lah, it's not as painful as what i thought earlier.....DOn't trust those stupid forums....they're

just trying to make you feel scared....which indeed suceeded in my case....

i was reading forums by forums a few days before the surgery, and what they had all post really

made my hairs stand, they were saying the drillings, the blood, blah blah blah....

and after all these readings, i made my way to the NDC to change the type of anaesthesia, from

Local to General, just because i don't wanna hear those drilling sounds and all that!!

thinking back, all these nonsense really made me laugh!

Anyway, the surgeon didn't let me change it, saying mine was a "not very difficult" surgery...

and he said this to me: "where got people complain about the noise one?!"

haha, really quite true huh?

anyway, i would say it's really not that painful

it should be the fear and anxiety that is building up inside you that makes you scared!!

i was injected 4 to 5 doses of anaesthesia by the surgeon before the nurse came in from another

door and cleanse my face followed by covering my eyes and body....

she said the light might be too bright for the eyes but i suspect she knows all patients are

scared to see the happenings during the surgery, haha...

the surgery is alright, the surgeon will keep talking and encouraging you, telling you what she's

doing now, what she's going to do next, what i might be feeling now or later....

yah, and she ask me to distract myself by singing in my mind or what,

at first i was singing FAN WEI QI's 'yi ge xiang xia tian, yi ge xiang chiu tian'

but after singing the chorus, i find that it's useless.....

Suddenly, i was thinking of my father ...

My thoughts: PaPa is inside the room with me

he'll see what the surgeon is doing

if the surgeon is not doing a good job to his "precious",

he'll then pinch her or maybe blow a gust of wind onto her face....

when's he knows the surgeon is doing a good job, he'll then hold my hand and sit or stand beside

me....

HAhahahahahahah......what silly thoughts!!

but it really worked for me...

meanwhile, i could feel the pressures, the drilling sound, the stithing sound and the snapping

sound of thread... yah! and the sound of removing the teeth sounds like the sound when you

pluck the whole tree with roots from the ground....



After the whole surgery, i was given 4 more injections of anaesthesia...it's to prolong the time

when i'll feel the pain......so VOILA!! i walked out of the room not really walked out , i was

holding onto the handles all the time coz i was walking like a drunkard, its all due to the

anaesthesia....when i finally sat down again at the recovery room, haha, i find

that my palm was trembling, it must be the fear!!

ANyway, i shall stop here....just not to bore you to tears....

below are pics of food that i ate after the surgery....




Grinded rice powder cooked with water


Taste best when mixed in porridge

perfect to eat cause it can easily slide in your throat without opening your mouth widely


Just The Girl @ 6:18:00 AM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

was cleaning some of my junk on the desk and took some pics....

yah...very bored, still pondering if i should go to A-Maths lesson later

because something is holding me back;

Mr Lee teachings' pace is Too Too fast for me,
sometimes i can't even understand what he's saying
i find myself to be the dumbest student in class...
staying in class won't help coz i can't understand what he's teaches...
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:-[

:-(

here are the pics....i'm bathing after publishing this












Just The Girl @ 8:28:00 AM

Friday, July 07, 2006

Recently, i've just shifted back from my cousin's house in Toa Payoh...

i've been staying at her house for a total of 40 days; nothing more or less than that

i've been so busy and tired that i don't have 'quality' time with my family and friends

actually got lots of junk to write but don't know how to write

so i guess i'll let the pictures do the talking








End of Story


Just The Girl @ 10:54:00 AM

Monday, July 03, 2006

Today i've just uploaded my God-Daughter's pics...ya, we do have blood

relations....she's my cousin's daughter therefore i'm the GuGu or Biao Gu??!! Sorry!

i'm really SupEr Bad at this Kind...Mind You people....

the foLLowing Pics might be too Cute for You....

DRUM ROLL PLEASE

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First Pic Taken at KK Hospital

Second Pic Taken in the Arms of God-Grandmother

Tra-LA-LA-: I wanna Eat you Up--GULPPP!!!

YA!! i know how to BOO at You already!!


Just The Girl @ 2:50:00 AM

Saturday, July 01, 2006

GET THIS STRAIGHT TO YOUR BRAINS:
I DON'T NEED PEOPLE TO KEEP SAYING SORRY TO ME
I'M NOT ANGRY WHEN I DON'T LAUGH
I'M NOT ANGRY WHEN I DON'T SAY A WORD

THIS REPRESENTS ME:
Every time I see you
I break down
Cause I`m heartbroken
You used to be my best friend

You used to hold me
I used to be able to trust you
But now things have changed.

That night I saw you with her
I just fell apart
Hoping and wishing I could just
Hold you just one last time
But now I can`t cause in heart broken

Just The Girl @ 5:47:00 AM

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

i'm busy
i've got no time for myself
i got a god-daughter now
i'm trying to post something short
yes, i'll be back!

Just The Girl @ 8:07:00 AM

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Lately, i've been Busy and very very Busy
Few things to update before i resume back to BuSyness AGAin

My cousin has finally given birth.
It's a girl and photo of *THAN JIA XING* will be posted in the next entry

i got lots of 21st birthday parties to attend but i'm sorry i didn't go for some czz i'm really busy
after my cousin has given birth...

people might think not you give birth what? u busy for what?
ya ya....but the thing is that she got no one to help her and since the time she's been discharged
from the KK Hospital....my mum and i have practically busy.....to cook for her.....to bathe the baby...to change the diapers....to wash clothes....to take care of her son.....ya and the lists just goes on and on and on and on and on and on ........................................

well, i still have to attend Lionel's birthday party this friday....i'm sorry for not going to yuan and cindy's party...i don't mean it lah.....

anyway, i got to go...bye bye
take care guys!

Just The Girl @ 11:45:00 AM

Thursday, May 25, 2006

You Are Beef
You're big, burly, and maybe even a little stinky. And no one's going to come between you and a good steak.And you've probably never met a vegetable you like, unless fries and ketchup count.
What Kind of Meat Are You?

Your Linguistic Profile::
50% General American English
25% Yankee
15% Dixie
5% Upper Midwestern
0% Midwestern
What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male
Your brain leans femaleYou think with your heart, not your headSweet and considerate, you are a giverBut you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!
What Gender Is Your Brain?

You Should Get an Abstract Tattoo
Artistic and uniqueYou're the most likely type to personally design your tattoo
What Tattoo Should You Get?

Your Personality Is
Artisan (SP)

You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations. You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky.
You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations.It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school.
You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you.You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience.
In love, you tend to take things quickly - but you have a huge problem with commitment.
At work, you need to make your own rules. You're best suited to be an entrepreneur.
With others, you are animated and physical. You prefer doing something with friends to just hanging out.
As far as your looks go, you tend to be buff and in good shape. Your spend more time on your body than your clothes.
On weekends, you need to keep active. From cooking up a storm to running a 5K, you wear yourself out.
The Three Question Personality Test

Your Kissing Purity Score: 69% Pure
For you, kissing isn't a casual thing
Lip to lip action makes your heart sing
Kissing Purity Test

You Are 30% Weird
Not enough to scare other people...But sometimes you scare yourself.
How Weird Are You?

You're a Romantic Kisser
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romanceYou love to kiss under the stars or by the seaThe perfect kiss involves the perfect moodIt's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet
What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Just The Girl @ 7:21:00 AM

Saturday, May 20, 2006

just now i went to take a nap...
i dreamt of eating ice-cream and more ice-cream Please.....
weird huh?
hee hee i still remember i was eating this certain kind of ice cream outside 7-11
passers-by all ask me why i eat so much ....
haha, i said, " i very hot, i very hot!!"
haha it's really funny....
even before this dream, i've tried this myself and i loved it soso much....
cause its taste were of citrus fruits and it suit me totally....
alright this is the ice-cream

WALLS' SOLERO ORANGE FRESH

Solero has established itself as a 'feel-good' brand – bursting with flavour and packed with the refreshment of real fruit juices. Recently, Solero has also lead the way in introducing great-tasting, low fat combinations to the Wall’s family.

How it all started:


Solero ice cream was first launched by Walls (Unilever) in 1994. It was manufactured using a unique process that enabled high quality ice cream to be covered with a soft fruit puree.

Between 1996 and 1997 Solero forest fruits, Solero exotic fruit dessert and citrus fruits were launched. Great news for the health conscious, they offered Vitamin C and contained only 4% fat.


In 1999, Solero Shots, free-flowing citrus-flavoured ice spheres in resealable cartons, made their debut.


In 2003 another Solero variant “GetFruit” was launched. It was a fruit ice cream, with 45% real fruit – designed to help in the campaign to encourage children to eat five portions of fruit a day.

The demand for low-fat products continues and Solero is keeping up with a range that now includes "Exotic", "Orange Fresh" and "Red Fruits". They contain real fruit pieces and Exotic has only 4% fat. "Red Fruits" has less than 3% and the "Orange" variant has, yes, it’s true, 0% fat!

Did you know?


In research conducted last year, 83% of pan-European nutritionists agreed that ‘fun’ foods – such as ice cream – could help people maintain a long-term healthy diet as ice cream is a good source of protein and calcium.


Solero orange fresh variant is the No. 2 brand after Solero exotic in the refreshment sector.


Solero has been given the thumbs-up by a leading UK weight loss support organisation, weightlosssresources.co.uk, who promote fad-free tools for healthy weight loss.

So people, go get it now!!

At least give it a try, the price's reasonable

You can get them at any other leading supermarkets .


Just The Girl @ 6:03:00 AM


hiz, lately i'm so tired.....restless....weak.....confused.....frustrated!!

everytime i want to sit down and blog, nothing came out of my brain and also lazy to type
everytime i don't wanna blog, stupid thoughts will swim to me profusely....

few things to update but in short point form:

-i was sick last week and one strange thing is i puke out the apple after i ate it 3 or 4 hours later
Apples Can't Be Linked With Food-Poisoning, RIGHT?

-my bro got a car but doesn't know how to drive around cause he's a route idiot

-i can't finish my art and i hate it

-i got two 21st birthday parties to attend in June and i fucking have no money to buy the prez..

-Can someone tell me what to write?

-Cause i have no fucking idea what to write now...

-Anyway, i shall stop now before i type nonsense and bore you to death.

Just The Girl @ 3:03:00 AM

Saturday, May 13, 2006

I FEEL LIKE KILLING HER NOW!!!
KNOW WHY?
THIS FUCKER KEEPS LEAVING HER SHITS ON MY TAGBOARD!!!!
SHE SAID I WASN'T A GOTHIC BUT YET PRETENDED TO BE ONE!!!
BUT FUCKER, GET IT? I'M TALKING TO YOU NOW!!!
"I DIDN'T SAY I WAS GOTHIC!!! FOR HELLS' SAKE, YOU'RE THE ONE WHO STARTED IT FIRST!!!
AND IT'S FUCKING YOU WHO CREATED TROUBLE....OK?
DON'T FORCE ME TO TRACE WHERE YOU LIVE AND WHERE YOU STUDY CAUSE IT'LL DEFINITELY END UP IN GREAT FIRE!!!
IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHO AM I, JOLLY WELL CHECK ME UP FIRST CAUSE I'M NOT ONE OF YOUR TOYS!!!!
I TRIED TO TALK NICELY TO YOU FIRST BUT YOU WON'T LISTEN RIGHT?
ALRIGHT!!! THEN I'LL TAKE CARE THINGS THEN!!!!
DON'T BE CONFUSED!!!
I'M TALKING TO JANA MARDIANA!!!!!!!!!!

Just The Girl @ 7:46:00 AM

Friday, May 12, 2006

Hey, peeps....
yesterday was my English lesson...
and very LUCKILY, it's Paper 2 yesterday...
and i fucking can't finish the damn paper...
not that its damn hard (its ok), but i just dun have the time to finish it,...

I was writing down very quickly when i was at that stupid Summary section....
aiyah, i really hate to do exams in a given time....not that everyone can finish it leh...
I'm one of this StuPid example....

and Mrs Dennise look so "dunnoe how to say" yesterday, she was for hells' sake walking past me again and again.....like as if she can't see me rushing for the stupid time...
i was already flipping the papers like no one's business and that is when she suddenly tapped on my shoulder and say :" hey, is that eraser on the floor yours?"

WA PIANG!!! you think i jolly well got the time to look at the floor at this time....
i answered bluntly:" It's not mine" and get back to my papers again...
ya and when i opened my mouth and talk, it's like fucking no voice came out..i'm like dead as a shit...


after hearing my blunt answer, she said sarcastically :"nowadays, kids dun like to pick up things from the floor huh?"
BleaH!!!i answered:" I pick up later"
wahahahahahaha.....she then just walk away....
u know people? the NORMAL me will just pick it up BUT the BUSY and TENSE-UP me won't pick it up when I'm FuCKING Tensed-up....

get it?
so that's explains why i pick it up quickly after the exam....

Anyway, yesterday was definitely not a RElaxED seSSion for me ....cause i was just so busy + tensed-up that i didn't really talk and Mrs Dennise finds it weird....
And the worst thing is everytime i open my mouth and talk, it's like fucking no voice came out...suck it!! Like a Shit in the ASS.....

Just The Girl @ 3:30:00 AM

Monday, May 08, 2006

Did You People See The POOH-COW Dancing??
Very Cute Right?? HEE HEE

Just The Girl @ 8:48:00 AM


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Just The Girl @ 2:19:00 AM

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Your Deadly Sins
Envy: 40%
Greed: 20%
Pride: 20%
Sloth: 20%
Gluttony: 0%
Lust: 0%
Wrath: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%
You will die in a duel.
How Sinful Are You?

Your Extroversion Profile:
Assertiveness: Very High
Friendliness: Very High
Sociability: Medium
Activity Level: Low
Cheerfulness: Low
Excitement Seeking: Very Low
How Extroverted Are You?

Just The Girl @ 8:05:00 AM

Friday, May 05, 2006

Recently, I've been very into the movie shown on Labour's Day....
If you had also seen it, you should have already know it....

Yah!! It's PRETTY WOMAN...

Really like this show a lot, therefore for this entry today, i'm going to post their very gorgeous & suave Pic-Tures....here you go:


Just The Girl @ 7:49:00 AM

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Just Suddenly, I've Got This Thinking:
"Friends Are Those That You Meet Once In 6 Mths, But Still Have A Whole Loads Of Shit To Talk About!!!"
That Is Then Called FRIENDS!!
The worst thing about missing someone, its trying to be normal & act like u heckcare but actually hurting like hell inside.

Just The Girl @ 3:49:00 PM

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

On Sunday, i attended Wendy's birthday celebration at her house....
it was not as crowded as what i think though....
yah, got a shocking surprise before going to her house on that day...
mei xian, hui and adrain, yuan and yong guan were there too...
heez, although we seldom meet together but we always got loads and loads of things to talk....
haha, guess we are really becoming Uncles and Aunties....
Cause we like to sit down tok tok and drink drink....
anyway, my mind is in a whirl now and i shall stop blogging now..

Before i end, i shall officially state that former entries' "CHANDRA" is now known as "Fucker"

Just The Girl @ 7:31:00 AM

Monday, April 24, 2006

Heez, nothing much actually!!
Just ONLY want to inform those visiting here that i got another blog at MSN Spaces......
It's here: http://spaces.msn.com/cowandpig/
Hee hee, do visit there when you are free!!
Bye Bye!!

Just The Girl @ 8:30:00 AM

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Recently, I've been very very busy....
Cause besides going for lessons everyday, i've been going to Gleneagles too
Everyday is Rush RUsh Rush........!!!!!!!!!

On Thursday, i Slept at 5am and woke up at 11am (to work on the name initials art piece)
then on 1pm like that, my head began to throb so badly that its as if my brain is going to JumP out......but i still have to bear with the pain and finish my stupid fish art.....i really PIA ALL THE WAY although i really feel like sleeping......

Cause i really want to finish all my Art Assignments and get started on the revision of A-maths.....
even though i'm really sleepy and exhausted after finishing the stoopid fish, i still force myself to bathe and go for my art lessons.....but little did i know that my teacher is not coming and there's a relief teacher whom is her colleague at school, to take over her lesson.....
i thought the lesson will be quite enjoyable but it's all about shading and shading and shading and shading.....................................in the end, he wants us to draw a broom, a dustbin and a can......

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..........................heeheeheeheeheehee
as if i got the mood and desire to draw it....
As what people who know me well, i went back during break and go to Plaza Singapura for dinner.......

Wake up today all energetic to start cleaning my table.....then in the end,
I CONTINUE to work on my ART AssignmentS...

Just The Girl @ 12:12:00 PM

Monday, April 17, 2006

Let me sincerely ask this question:

Do you like a present just because __________________

1. of its price
2. of the person who gives it to you
3. you've been eyeing on it for a long time

Simply tag your answer on the TagBoard

Just The Girl @ 8:41:00 AM


Today, i'm Soo so listless....

It's been such a long time since i last blogged....

Cause during the last few weeks till now, i'm still sick....not recovering completely....

Then my wisdom tooth are growing and there is this pain whenever i talk too fast or when i eat due to the fact that the gums are swollen and aching.....

Plus i got lots of work to do....

Firstly due to the fact that i didn't attend 2 days lessons when i'm sick

Secondly, the ART works kept increasing and it looks like a pile that i MUST complete by next friday....

Thirdly, i still need to finish a English Compo.....Chinese WB....practice on my E & A maths....

BuZZZZ.........time passes fu*king fast for me lately......

Adding to it, my nephew and his mum was staying at my house for the past 2 weeks and thus i need to take care of him whenever his mum's not around....and i mean i even need to be beside him in the living room when his Pregnant Mummy is washing the clothes......

WOAH!!! I tell u guys, i was really pissed off during these 2 weeks.....not that i don't like then to stay in my house, it's just that i don't have time for myself.....
Let me name some:

1st Example: on the first day, she told me she'll come at 5 plus but she came at 6 plus and as she got no one to help her bring her barangs barangs up my house, i have to help coz she's 8 mths pregnant now and that resulted in arriving my class at whooping 730..my class supposed to start at 7pm.

2nd Example: That few weeks, i bought nearly 60 dollars worth of Art materials and on the day when i finish half of my art piece, my nephew came into my room when i was out for lesson...and know what he did?
he squeezed out one of my poster paint and meddled with the brush's bristles that cost 8 plus.....yeah....and after i know it, i caned him the next afternoon as he's already sleeping when i found out that night....

Rest of it i rather don't type out coz it'll add to the anger in me....

Alright, those at the bottom is for me to remind me abt the ART:

1. Colour wheel
2. Stupid fish-Repeated Pattern
3. Logos of my initials
4. Typography design
5. Book jacket design

Got to go....see you again when i finished all my work!!


Just The Girl @ 4:22:00 AM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

hello.....HELLO......HEllO....(",).....(^_^)...../(*_*)\....
Ha ha....i'm here again.....not that i got nothing to do .....is just that.....
I"M LAZY
to prepare for my Art Piece due on Friday.....
ok.....Hee Hee Bye BYe!!

Just The Girl @ 7:15:00 AM

Saturday, April 01, 2006

Once again, i'm back....
ya, and guess i won't be blogging as much as i do last time...

Starting on 27th of Mar,
i'll be busy busy busy....

Monday will be my A-Maths lesson....
Tuesday will be my E-Maths lesson....
Wednesday will be my English lesson....
Thursday will be my Chinese lesson....
Friday will be my Art lesson....

See? i may be that busy but sometimes i really hope i have some extra time on Sat or Sun to go out, breath some fresh air, gossip a bit...

ya, Prayers Answered....
Meeting the girls on Sat evening....
1730 at Suntec Convention
Mmmm....got nothing to blog le....
Will blog again when i'm free...

Just The Girl @ 6:59:00 AM

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

School starting today....
quite nervous though it's the 3rd year le...
time is 5:34pm now...
lesson start at 7:00pm...
got to take dinner now le...
and have to leave house at 6:30pm...
in a rush now coz no time le...
blog again tml...

Just The Girl @ 9:35:00 AM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Just got the sudden urge to tell u guys about the cleanser that i've been using for the past 5 months plus....

If u guys got Extra money to buy those Chanel, Estee Lauder products, then maybe u can stop seeing this coz it's only for those people whom had little money to spare yet care about their face.


Therefore i introduce this:

BIORE milk moisture

Nothing slick about its claims. Biore Milk Moisture simply promises to clean sans that slippery feeling post rinsing. Instead of leaving a film of moisturiser on your skin surface, its 30 per cent moisturising milk essence penetrates the skin to leave it soft and radiant.

Still not convinced, It works for sensitive skin and it's suitable for asian skin which = Combination skin.

Here's a link to Biore Milk Moisture

http://8days.mediacorppublishing.com/8days_601/ad_01.htm


Just The Girl @ 12:40:00 PM

Saturday, March 25, 2006

Hey guys, tell u one very interesting yet funny thing..
Have u guys heard of this website,
http://www.myheritage.com?
It's about putting your image there and they will generate the celebrities' photos that most look like you....quite fun if you've got nothing to do....okok

I put this pic:

and the generated celebrity is Ayumi Hamasaki...haha


haha, do u see any resemblance? our resemblance percentage is 63%

i don't find it matching though, but anyway it's a nice feeling that i do look like Ayumi Hamasaki


Just The Girl @ 8:37:00 AM



I am cow, hear me moo

I weigh twice as much as you

And I look good on the barbecue

Yogurt, curd, cream cheese and butter

Made from liquid from my udders

I am cow, I am cow

hear me moo

Just The Girl @ 7:50:00 AM


Due to the lack of sleep lately, i asked my mummy not to wake me up until i wake up Natually...also known as <>
So due to my mum's kindness, i woke up at a WhooPing 12PM....haha, ..didn't even realise i slept soo long....only remembered i was so so so Bloated after eating a slice of PaPaYa then had my medicine and then went to bed.....guess i really juz sleep upon my head touches the Pillow...
and i wake up in the middle of the night, frustrated!!!
know why?
cause my sister snatched away my blanket and ' Xiao Zen Tou'..in the end mummy gave me gor gor's blanket...haiz then i went back to ZZZzzzzZZZ....
When i wake up juz now, mummy's sore throat seems to be getting worse ya and i asked her to take my antibiotics, lozenges and cough syrup....now she's sleeping, i gotta wake her up at 3pm cause she still have to work later at 4pm...mmm...mummy say i pass the sore throat to her...
hi yah! sore throat how to pass??? u think passing ball meh?? haiz, think she really sick to the core le.....
anyway, that's it for today....ya and i gotta add something, that is, IT'S FREAKING HOT TODAY, dun go out if there's no need!!

Just The Girl @ 6:54:00 AM

Friday, March 24, 2006

Nothing, don't care about me...
i'm juz trying out the font thingy

Just The Girl @ 4:01:00 PM



lazy days
lonely nights
looking for a lonely star
who'd keep me company
looking at the widespread sky
being me a lonely soul
gazing at the moon so bright
making wishes upon a star
a blow of breeze
to animate
the freezing scene
so strings of white gold ribbons
seem to tease the lonely moon
because it is standing still
and they are free to move
"twinkle twinkle little star . . . "
I used to sing when I was young
now I've grown but still today
" . . . how I wonder what you are"
lying down upon the meadows
dream of flying up so high
reach the stars, sit on the moon
dancing ballet with the clouds

Just The Girl @ 8:41:00 AM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

i was really tired these few days coz i've got lots of things to settle

i can't register my exams online,
i fucking forgot my Singpass,
so in the end, i go to MOE, my friends told me i can get everything settled there...so i got no choice but to make my long long journey to Buona Vista...mind u!! i stay at race course rd leh

when i reach there, they say i die die need to log on thru my Singpass Account...told u all le, i forgot my password....then in order to reset my password i ask nearly 10 people for directions to the Clementi CC....it was a bloody long journey and to top it all, as if a punishment from sky, there will always be a BIG, SHINY, GLARING EGG YOLK up in the sky watching me at ANYTIME, ANYWHERE, ANY MOMENT
when i finally reached the CC, their admin staff told me,
"Sorry, enquires about Singpass will only be Monday to Friday, 9 to 5.30pm"
WA Piang, waste my time lo....why didn't the MOE staff tell me when i ask them????
argh, stupid lo waste my time, sweat....

then on Monday i wake up at 6.30am and got ready and make my also long way to Tampines CPF Building....this time everything went smoothly, but 1 thing is i don't have a printer at home and do u know what that means??

yah! correct! mock enthusaism
i need to go MOE AGAIN to use their com to register.....
haha, i think those people up in the skies must really think i am too fat and this is for me to exercise more..
i went again to register and thought i could pay there, i ask, "sorry, may i know where should i pay?" and that out came a quick reply, "sorry, payment can only be made from 29th of Mar to 9th of Apr"
yeah yeah, i'm the dumbest and ignorant gal again..........

In all, i spent 3 days just to settle the examinations thingy...hectic ah...really wake up damn early to get things done but in the end is just 'kong huan xi yi chang' ; empty happiness.........

after getting things done, i thought i can sleep in later today
ah ha, my mummy reminded me that i have to see the chinese doctor today and that means i have to wake up early AGAIN and go out AGAIN...

if u think i can sleep in later tomorrow, u r wrong, wrong, wrong!
tml morning, my mum's friend want to have breakfast with us and that meand i have to wake up early AGAIN leh, and after that,
i still need to go to Gleneagles Medical Centre to collect my monthly medicine...

those people who just looked at my blog today must be baffled why i keep going to doctors.........as if i really like meh....it's all no choice but i'm very optimistic about it...at least i know what my illness are.....
hey people, if you've been feeling unwell, juz go and consult the doctor.......
don't worry, even if you've been diagnosed a illness like maybe cancer or diabetes...i mean touch wood la, FRET NOT!! it's not the end of the world, at least u noe what is your illness and what treatment to take or what medicine to take...stay optimistic, people....Happiness Keep The Sickness Away!! TRust Me!!

Alright, u people must be crying now coz this post is boring u to tears...haha, i'm a auntie...nah ni 2X boo boo...shall blog in when i'm free again..

Take care people!

Just The Girl @ 11:56:00 AM

Monday, March 20, 2006

people kindly visit this
http://kevan.org/johari?name=yilih

Just The Girl @ 6:18:00 AM

Sunday, March 19, 2006

I got nothing to do
mummy's cleaning
and i'm blogging nonsense


Just The Girl @ 8:30:00 AM

Saturday, March 18, 2006

today is a bad bad day!!
know why?
cause i've been forced to wake up in a very annoying mood
all GREATLY thanks to the noise of drilling of noise, thumping of hammers to walls, and most importantly the shutting off of electricity which leadsd to no aircon, no fan
bet everyone will wake up in a (shit in the ass) mood

having wake up due to no choice, i went to eat my breakfast and coincidentally met ah boy in his mum's stall, yah and he offered me and my mummy a lift to Sheng Shiong, ppl reading this should pay a visit there coz they sell cheap cheap things , really no bluffing detected!!

then after that go to bendemeer mall then have to go home liao coz mummy have to work at 4 and sway sway the electricity will only come back at 530pm...what a long wait,
therefore

i bathe,
feed the fish,
change the aquarium's water,
water the plants,
wash the dishes,
talk to my neighbour,
and read book
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during waiting............................

Just The Girl @ 2:56:00 PM

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

hello, i'm finally back
those few days, i was utterly sick
at 1st it was juz fever...sore throat...runny nose
then the doctor told me after taking the antibiotic for 5 days, i will be fine
but on the 5th day, i wake up feeling so dizzy headed and with a mouth that no voice come out...i was shocked, no VOICE!!!
i went back to the doctor and she say my throat is getting worse,
its even more swollen and there's white spots on it. those white spots are PUS
ARGH!! PUS on my THROAT...so 'du' (poisonous)
but anyway i got no choice left but to take the Ofamax Jab..
dun think its normal jab cause when she pulled the needle out i couldn't feel anything....i juz remember the moment the liquid is in i can only feel very Suan
yah and then after that i feel soreness for about 12 hours...
she said this jab will let the throat heal by about 80% but haha
i only felt like 10% so have to went back for the 2nd jab the next day
my family doctor was on leave so there's a relief male doctor...
he said he need to inject on the bum but i die die say i want it on the arm
so he got no chance of seeing my butt cheeks,,,hahaha
this stoopid doctor don't know how to inject,
this time i felt soreness for about 3 to 4 days leh....

gtg le
will update tml............................love yilih!

Just The Girl @ 9:04:00 PM

Monday, February 27, 2006


Reasons why Girls love Boys
~ The way they run their hands through our hair.

~ The way that they look at you and you want to die right then and there.

~ The way that they casually put their arms around you.

~ The way they show off around their friends, even though you both know that you would love them even if they missed a basket or two.

~ The way that they kiss away your tears...
... and the way that they get mad at how they can't make your problem go away.

~ How their eyes light up at the result of 3 hours of preparing for your date.

~ How they always know just what to say to make you blush.

~ How they sometimes think that they know just what to say to make you feel better, even if you think that it is the worst thing that they could say.

~ The way they hold you close when you are cold.

~ How they look at you when you're mad at them and all your anger melts away.

~ How they always smile when you are together. :o)

~ The way that they always let you win any game that you play together...
... and then when you point that out to them they pretend to not know what you are talking about.

~ The way that they smile at you.

~ The way that you feel when they call to apologize after you had a big fight.

~ The way that they say "I love you".

~ The way that they say "I love you" in front of their friends.

~ The way that they touch and hold you so gently, like they are afraid that they will break you.
~ The way that they kiss you.

~ The way that they open their arms to you when you are crying.

~ The way that they never admit that you hurt them.

~ The way that they try not to cry when they are afraid that they are losing you.

~ The way that they think that they are your big protector, even though you think that you are theirs.

~ The way that they say "I miss you", even though they hate to admit it.

~ The way that you miss everything about them when they are gone.

~ The way that they remember your special moments, or anniversaries when you think that they forgot.

~ The way that they apologize when they do forget.

~ The way that they comfort you when you have a bad day.

~ The way that you can't wait to get home and tell them all about your day.

~ The way that they write you love letters even if they think that it is uncool.

~ How they would rather be with you than their friends sometimes.

~ Howyou want to hug them even though they are all sweaty.

~ Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that
you would die without them... it matters not. Because once in your life,
whatever they were to the world, they become everything to you. When you look
them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million
things without a trace of sound, you know that your own life is inevitabley
comsumed within the rhythimic beatings of his heart. We love them for a million
reasons, no paper (webpage) would do it justice. It is a thing, a feeling, that is
only felt.

Just The Girl @ 10:44:00 AM


1. We're not as big of perverts as you think we all are.

2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS an a$$hole.

3. We like you to give us hugs and kisses sometimes too.

4. Don't argue with us when we call you beautiful.

5. Don't treat us like shyt, what goes around comes around.

6. We know you're pretty, that's one of the reason's we're going out with you.

7. Don't go into detail about your period. It scares us.

8. If you have cramps and we ask you what's wrong, just tell us it's that time of the month and nothing more.

9. If you really liked us for us, you would let us think that our mustache, beard, or sideburns looked cool.

10. We never shave our legs. So Get over it.

11. NEVER ask us if you can put make up on us. It's just wrong.

12. Don't make bets about us, because one of your friends will tell us, if you don't.

13. When we tell you that you're not fat, believe us.

14. We absolutely do not care about, The Backstreet Boys, N'SYNC, 98 degrees, or what any other guy looks like for that matter.

15. We may not be able to pee accurately all of the time, but at least we can stand up and go pee.

16. Just cause you think you're always right, doesn't mean that you don't have to apologize when you do something "wrong".

17. You expect us to say and do sweet things for you, but it would be nice if you did the same every once in a while. We like to know that you love us.

18. We can't always be spontaneous, so try to help us make the plans sometimes.

19. Don't ask us to beat up another guy for you, cause you might just get what you wish for.

20. Never kick us in the nuts "just to see what we would say".

21. Never pretend like you are going to break up with us and laugh when we believe you.

22. Pamela Anderson's boobs aren't fake anymore, but we like yours better anyway.

23. Size doesn't matter, except to idiots who don't want a relationship.

24. PMS is not an excuse.

25. If you want us to put the seat down when we're done, you should put it up when you're done.

26. Don't tell us how cute your ex-boyfriend was. That doesn't turn us on.

27. And always remember: The way to a guys heart is through his stomach.....and maybe....oh nevermind.

28. NEVER ask us to kiss other guys. You might be that comfy with your friends, but to us its just wrong.

29.We always notice how funny it is after you rip out our heart, stick it down our throat and still want to be friends.

30. And last but not least: We know you're not always right, but we'll pretend like you are anyway.

Just The Girl @ 4:27:00 AM

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Reasons why Girls love Boys


~ The way they run their hands through our hair.
~ The way that they look at you and you want to die right then and there.
~ Theway that they casually put their arms around you.

~ The way they show off around their friends, even though you both know that you would love them even if they missed a basket or two.
~ The way that they kiss away your tears...
~ The way that they get mad at how they can't make your problem go away.
~ How their eyes light up at the result of 3 hours of preparing for your date.
~ How they always know just what to say to make you blush.
~ How they sometimes think that they know just what to say to make you feel better, even if you think that it is the worst thing that they could say.
~ The way they hold you close when you are cold.
~ How they look at you when you're mad at them and all your anger melts away.
~ How they always smile when you are together. :o)
~ The way that they always let you win any game that you play together...
... and then when you point that out to them they pretend to not know what you are talking about.
~ The way that they smile at you.
~ The way that you feel when they call to apologize after you had a big fight.
~ The way that they say "I love you".
~ The way that they say "I love you" in front of their friends.
~ The way that they touch and hold you so gently, like they are afraid that they will break you. ~ The way that they kiss you.
~ The way that they open their arms to you when you are crying.
~ The way that they never admit that you hurt them.
~ The way that they try not to cry when they are afraid that they are losing you.
~ The way that they think that they are your big protector, even though you think that you are theirs.
~ The way that they say "I miss you", even though they hate to admit it.
~ The way that you miss everything about them when they are gone.
~ The way that they remember your special moments, or anniversaries when you think that they forgot.

~ The way that they apologize when they do forget.
~ The way that they comfort you when you have a bad day.

~ The way that you can't wait to get home and tell them all about your day.
~ The way that they write you love letters even if they think that it is uncool.
~ How they would rather be with you than their friends sometimes.

~How you want to hug them even though they are all sweaty.

Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world, they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without a trace of sound, you know that your own life is inevitabley comsumed within the rhythimic beatings of his heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper (webpage) would do it justice. It is a thing, a feeling, that is only felt.


Just The Girl @ 6:33:00 PM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Hey everyone!
As everyone has heard fron the news lately,
Ah Hao's father is gathering people to sign the petition for his son, Took Leng How,
to be dealt with a lighter sentence compared to the death sentence given earlier on..

Guess everyone could see, there are indeed quite a number of loopholes in this murder case...there's just no direct facts that can link Ah How to Huang Na's death.
Some people may say that Huang Na died a terrible dealth and she's very young, very innocent...i agree with this true facts but as Ah How is the only suspect in this case, everyone is pointing their fingers on him, no one but hin only!! And Huang Na's mother, Huang Su Ying, really did look suspicious in this case!! Don't you all agree?

Therefore, I hereby wish everyone who had seen this to take a look at the petition
http://www.petitiononline.com/took/petition-sign.html and if you agree with me, kindly sign the petition. For those who had seen this, kindly repost this in your bulletin, Spare him DEATH sentence!!

Just The Girl @ 8:48:00 AM

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

First of all I must really say this:
"This is my blog & I write whatever I want! This blog is for me to read when I'm free when I want to reminise abt the past..and is not for u to shit and fart here..Get it?"
Last food I ate :: `Kway Chap
Last words I said :: `Gor, u going to sleep now huh?
Last person I msg :: `Feon
Last thing I've been searching :: `The letter from SEAB
Last thing I've bought :: `Card holder
Last book I've read :: `Hamster Petbook
Last time I've cried :: `4th of January
Last time I've sweared :: `2 hours ago
Last time I've watched fireworks :: `Yesterday at Esplanade
Last time I've drank :: `Christmas
Last time I've gambled :: `On 'chu qi'
Last time I blogged in :: `8th of February
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

Just The Girl @ 1:16:00 PM

Thursday, February 09, 2006

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch you when you appear
Even though you're capable of random violence

You are best known for: your power

Your dominant state: performing
What Type of Weather Are You?

Just The Girl @ 1:34:00 PM


You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.
What Temperment Are You?

Just The Girl @ 1:21:00 PM






You Are 55% Normal

(Somewhat Normal)









While some of your behavior is quite normal...

Other things you do are downright strange

You've got a little of your freak going on

But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself



How Normal Are You?

Just The Girl @ 1:10:00 PM

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

You Are 15 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
What Age Do You Act?

Just The Girl @ 10:15:00 AM


Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything.
You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey.
You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.
What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Just The Girl @ 10:11:00 AM